you're so cool, you're so cool, you're so cool

what a strange couple of weeks i have had. it's been like bi polar for beginners, one day i will be up next day i will be at my lowest.

i decided i needed to take a break from all the stress and went off to swindon to see some friends and family for a few days. probably the best thing i have done in such a long time. you get such a realisation about who are the most important people in your life when you go through shit, in some ways i'm glad that those things happened because it really did make me realise my true friends.

after i got back from swindon, i went off to leeds at 6:45am sunday morning for slam dunk fest. 15 miles outside leeds, benhams tyre burst so we had to sit on the side of the m1 and wait for the AA. 7 hours in total that journey took. not an ideal day after being up at the crack of dawn.

slam dunk itself was 'okay'. i didn't get to spend enough time with the people i wanted to, the place was too hot and packed full of 5000 sweaty bettys. much worse than last year.

you shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.

again, i am guilty of neglecting my blogspot. i don't know what in hell i have been doing. it's not like i haven't had no spare time to update, i was unemployed for near enough 2 months. thats right, i am employed now. only time will tell how long for.

this is me today. the big difference between picture "a" and picture "b" is bad news. can you see it written all over my face? i can. but i know my face better than anyone else does.

regardless of bad news, i was still watching the inbetweeners and i still felt the need to take a photo of myself.

but still, you know how i do and what i always do is let my thoughts eat my brains until the pain makes me explode with word vomit!! it's just the way i am. i wouldn't call myself a loose cannon, it's what you should love about me.



it was wonderful just sitting here feeling like a melodramatic misanthrope for the past five minutes, only for my favourite song to start playing off itunes. lavley.